Medley of "Luahan Hati" and "Memang Khilafku"

Enamduabelassepuluh !

akuw appy bhai . new boyfiee ! akhir nya . akuw sudah bukak pintu aty akuw . just tox mamat ny .

amierul . nak tegowk org nya .?

ty ark akuw gy kowang tgowk .

the only one in my heart . akuw dh penah tgowk dy byk kali .

cume xbrani nk tgor . lastly , dy yg tgor akuw . 

haha . asa best gila . ( over lak akuw ) . huhu .

xmaw ckp byk2 . nk tido dh . 

nah pic dy . kowg tgowk ah .

iloveyousomuch be ! mmmuuaaah in ur heart !            

wahh . akuw curi mase keje ny . aduhh . bosan ah keje ary ny . unlyne duluw ark an .

hehe . mak akuw tawu mampos akuw . nasib baek akuw anak tokey .

jokey dwet jer keje akuw . tu yg cpart kaya tu . hehe .

but , akuw bkan jnis kaki kelam dwet k . jgn salah sangka . 

mmg bosan giler dox at kdai mak akuw ny . muke ary ary org yg sama bhaii .

tade org laen ker ?? aduuhhh haiii .

nak msg pown . akuw off phone . malas ark nk on . 

ty exbf akuw kcaw . dh ade awex tu . p ark at awex tu .

wt pe cri akuw blek an . time nk clash tu siap maki maki akuw agy . 

igt akuw heran sgt ka bhaiii . setakat ko yg keping tu .

aarrgghhh , ckit pown akuw ta heran seyh . !

just wanna say 2 u . tengs 4 breaking my heart .

and NAH AMBEK JARY TENGAH AKUW AT KO !!!!

wahhh . lame ta updated blog beb . buzy giler ah skang .
lame ta gosip gosip tentang owg len . hehehe . wat dose free jer akuw ny .
herrhhhh . btw , rinduw giler ta updated blog n ta unlyne fb .
mlm keje . ptg buzy kmas umah . at umh lak tenet kne ptong . aduuuiisshhh !
hot bhai . ! skang status akuw SINGLE back .
otw nk brbaek nan THAKIB ASHRAF .
kan akuw dh kata . diorang takan lama punya . hehe .
akuw ta mandream dy pown k .
dy yg nk semula nan akuw . appy gak ah .
 tiap tiap malam brgayut jer part time kami . nggeee~~

we're miss supermodel !

we loike photography !!

this is L O V E . .!

this is ....

LOVE in sibling ! lot of love . mmuuahh ! exspcially in ur photo above ! relationship of ur sibling . memory sgt sgt bhai . ! akuw ta leyh lupa kan . hehe . aarrggghhh . akuw geram ah . akuw rendah pde effie . !! jelez akuw doe ! but , tape  yg penting akuw sayunx die sgt ! wahai saudari bernama NURIFFAH HANIM .. akuw sbagai sepupu kamuw , NUR AISYAH . nk bgy tawu . kamuw ark pageran haty kuw ! just only u baby !

sayunx aunk canad canad !

u r my heart iffah @ effie .

i happy with u ! 

u r my joker !

mmmuuuaahhhhh kamu !

tarikh 16.11.10 /

menjadi kngan terindah kite an an ?

hehe . bnyak pic kite snap at swah padi .

ko jdy model , akuw jdy supermodel .

adek akuw jdy photographer .

smpy BB (blackberry) akuw jtoh .

nasib baek ta heng law ta .

mampos akuw . hehe . but , mmg really memory ah .

sayunx kamu ! mmuuaahh !

jap akuw nk kiss ko ,,

mmuuuaahhh !!!!!!

kamy cousin . kamy kpale gile gile .

gedixs same same . hehe , aarrggghhh !

akhir kta akuw mmg syg aunk  panim . ! mmuuaahh !

topik topik !

ary ny . ta tawu topik ape . nothin' nothin' .

arrggghhhh !!! fening ! asal mood akuw still bad ?

period da lepas . (oppss , ter ckap . ngee~ )

maybe akuw still remember dye .

dye yg ta penah hargai akuw .

errmm .

ta tawu ah . tension . aduuhh ! kena gy rlease tension ny .

arrgghhh ! k mane siot ? 

money ade cikit . at mane erk .

fusing pale pkir .

new abg !

kenal ta ? law ta kenal or kenal . lantak ah . 

but , ny my new abg agkt ! 

comel ta ? of coz ark comel an . hehe .

name dy ? tayah tawu ark ty kowang rmpas . hehe .

guraw jer .

akuw sah menjadi adik agkt dy pda tggal 14/11/10 .

pkul 2 , 3 pgy cm tuh ah .

dy seorang yg care , pndai jge aty ark .

rugi sape yg sia sia kan kpercyaan dy .

ta tawu dh nk kata ape .

akhir kata ark , adix syg abg sgt sgt !

mmmmmmuuuuuaaahhhh !!!

FINALLY !

finally akuw break off nan THAKIB ASHRAF .

walau pown ssah nk forget about him .

im trying to stop all my memory with him .

pada tanggal 30/10/10 .

kamy couple .

tanggal 13/11/10 .

kamy clash .

ta lama kamy couple .

akuw still remember bhai .

susah akuw nk lupa kn ko .

but , ko yg kata , gurl to lbeyh pandai ambek aty ko .

dy taw , ape yg ko suke , n dy lbeyh taw . ape yg ko ta suke .

ko jugak kata .

akuw xqeti layan ko .

xqeti pjok ko .

suke menyakitkan aty ko .

suke wt ko marah . 

n ko kata , aty ko dah terpikat at gurl to .

k fine , i accept that all .

tapi . ko memang merosak kan kepercayaan akuw at laky .

my same feeling in 2008 .

kowang nk tawu ape yg terjadi lepas akuw d kecewa kan ?

sejak 2008 akuw d kcewa kn , 2 tahun akuw jadi PLAYGURL .

akuw ta penah percaya at lelaky . 

then . 2010 , i found u .

my feeling say . u're not break my heart .

but , my feeling mistake .

u're same like my exbf .

sorry if my saying is hurt ur feeling .

i want u to know my feeling after u have broken it . !

HEARTBROKEN ! !

my heart is broken now ! i love u , but u do all this to me .

whats wrong with me hah ? m i have a mistake ?

i wanna know . y u do this to me ?

y ? 

i can't appy with u . but u like me to crying . isnt it ?

u promise to me , u dont want to leave me .

but , now ? 

u make me cry n heartbroken .

herrmm .

i know who i'm . im just a boring gurl to u .

im not pretty like ur gf .

but , u . 

i wanna say , money , hot stuff , pretty .

is not important in a relationship .

BUT ! heart with ,

honest n faithful .

is sriuz in a relationship .

nothin' to say . but this pic snap after crying !

m i a BULLSHIT ?

webcam saja ! !

saya sayunx kamu !

saya cinta kamu ! 

saya rinduw kamu !

mmmuuuuuaaahhhhhh !

BOHSIA KL sangap !

korang kenal dye ny ? WATEVA ! entah ark nan minah ny .

nk kata xbetol , otak leyh pkay agy . cume mereng ckit kowt .

nick name fb dye SARAH NOTY . ( noty sgt ker ) . jht akuw doe !

tetibe jer ADD akuw . then akuw app ah . skly dyer IM nan akuw .

akuw pown lyan ah . ty xlyan kata sombong lak . akuw tawu ark dyer noty pown .

but , jgn ark ajar akuw noty2 . coz akuw dh noty . hehe . then akuw pantang law org nk ajar akuw .

korang nk tawu dye IM ape nan akuw ?

jp agy akuw tulis erk . minah ny stay at putrajaya .

umo bruw 17 , mgjar akuw mcm dye umo 30 .

bruw first time wat dh kecoh .

addeeessss ! ! maluw ark ckiwt minah oi !

antre IM akuw nan dye ........

                               sarah = HYE  THANKS 4 APP ME ,adek .

akuw = welkum . akak . (pgil akak xikhlas , hehe .)

sarah = jge dare adek elok2 taw . jgn smpy xde dare mcm kak ny .

( akuw kta . ski abaq , mcm pelaq agy . 6pk sgt dy  bohsia . )

akuw = npe akak leyh hilang dare ?

sarah = akak sex  nan bf akak .

akuw = sex rela or paksa ?

sarah = akak rela . huhuxx . best oo .

akuw = owh . (tade mood nk dgar )

sarah = adek  try ark bt , best taw .

akuw = xnk ark . akak wt nan bpe org boy dh ?

sarah = sorang je . bf akak je .

akuw = akak still form5 erk ? then , xde dare form bpe ?

sarah = form5 bruw . akak xde dare bruw2 ny ajer .

akuw = lorh ! bruw jer . x syg dare ker ?

sarah = x , akak syg bf akak agy .

akuw = owh .

dlm beberapa minit kemudian .

sarah = adek , ape kata law kite maen dua nk ? kite gune btg palsu .

akuw = (astarfilullahalazim . nafsu byk ! ) akak ny sanggap terowk kowt .

sarah = akak nk laky ker ?

akuw = leyh adek kasy .

sarah = ada ka ? boleh jugak .

akuw = ty akak dtg cny adek kasi .

sarah = oryte .

akuw = xper ark akak , adek nk tido sudah .

sarah = ty kasy yg BATANG BESAR ckit erk .

(akuw xreply IM dye sblom dye lbeyh2 . )

ape nk jadi ark skang ny . gurl yg lbeyh gedixs nk boy !

TAUBAT ark korang . hehe .

jdy ustazah pulak akuw at cny .

ko edart akuw nk lesbian ker ? blah ark ! .ny ark minah kl . nk add dye ?

boleyh2 , SARAH NOTY .

akhir kata tox ko sarah . nah ambek jary TENGAH akuw at ko !

new guys !

akuw eppy gegile ! i meet a new guys ! best canad tdy .

dy ngh on9 . akuw un ngh on9 .ta penah penah akuw IM nan dy .

tetibe dy IM nan akuw . akuw egart kn dy combonx doe . but akuw slah aggp .

dy baek kowt . ngh IM , tetibe dy ajk webcame doe . 

mule2 akuw malu bagai , but dy kate law nk knal leyh rpat jgn ark malu malu an .

law malu ty melepas lak an . akuw pown join ark dy webbie .

gile siiioooottt ! dy chumell gile ! adess ! dlm akuw kate rugi law akuw tolak pelawaan dy tdy .

ngh wc wc , dy kuar ayt . "do want to b my gf ? " (lebiyh kurang ark dy kate).

makkk aiiii , dy speaking ark pulaak an .

then akuw kate , akuw takan d permaen kn ..

then dy kate " dont worry i ny ta suke curang . " wahh ..

ayt dy best gilerr ah ! akuw ape agy , ta lepas kn pluang ah .

just say " i accept u " .

ape gy muke masing2 at wc 2 cheer gile .

ta lengah kn mse dy mnx num fon ark an .

akuw kasy ark coz akuw knal dy n family dy .

then dy miscall akuw kowt .

then dy kate nk ofline suda . dy srowh msg at fon jer .

akuw n dye un ofline ark .

dlm msg msg , tetiba dy kol akuw , dlm aty tanak agkt . but , akuw agkt gk an fon tuh .

maakkk aii . . sekaly suare dy , sedapppp gilerrr !! umo bruw 15 .

suare mcm umo 26 ark .

but , akuw suke . dlm ckp ckp fon tuh .

dy speaking nan akuw doe . dh ark BI (b) lantak ah .

time tuh akuw ngh stdy . stdy about math ! maklum ark esowk final exam .

ngh best story story ngn dye about my kazen .

dye nk msg lak . akuw taleyh nk kate ape ark an .

akuw pown ta tawu nk gtaw ape dh .

ty akuw story story at korang lagik erk .

k daa . . . 

yg akuw tawu akuw syg ko THAKIB ASHRAFF   ! !

by ur love NUR AISYAH  ! ! <3

SENGAL ! bile ko akan dapat at axoe ?

bile ark ko leyh jadi milik axoe ! "dad ! i want this 2 stuff !
i loike it !" . ape ape own , suatu ary nunty axoe akn be yours! hehe . <3 <3 . .

my sis agkt !

9 mlm . kamis .

my sis ! irly avril !

axoe mnat gile at avril lavigne !

axoe suke style dye dressup ! hot habis !

ape ape pown u're da best 4 me !

keep'it dap !

mish u alwys !

pagi pagi yg mengejuk kan .

best sesangat ! axoe melihat sekeliling xoe , sunyi sepi . .

tetiba , axoe mish someone .

mish canad2 . dye ade rnduw axoe ker ?

maybe ta penah rnduw axoe .

tapy axoe nan dye juz tggal kngan .

ape yg patot axoe wt ny ?

axoe nk lupe kan dye ! but , dye alwys in my mind !

adussshhhh ! ! 

ape nk jady nan axoe ny ?

patut kah axoe kembali kpda dye or forget everythin about dye ? ?

mish him . !

Axoe rinduw ko !

But , kini ko juz tggal card memory . .

Case memory dh mghilang kn dry ! !

Nak cri someone else ker ?

Takan owt ! ! Tanak . Tanak ! !

maybe eu ta layak tox i !

     date 22/10/10 , jam 3,30 pagi . .

   

mlm yg menyedih kan !eu ? ape slah i ?

i wat per at eu cmpay eu mara-mara i cm ny ? ?

 i cyunx eu canad-canad . ! but y eu wat i cm ny ?

ta ckop ker slme ny i stie sme eu ?

maybe eu da ade berpunyer ryte ? i da agk eu .

sjak fon eu kne rmpas nan teacher eu , smase exam .

eu mghilang kn dry bgtuw jer . i da agk eu . eu ta penah jujur dlm life eu !

eu penting kan ego eu yg tnggi mgnung like gnung everest !

law da kne rmpas own . call jer gtaw i .

ny ta ! hilang mcm tuh jer . .

tub ! tub ! mlm ny eu kte na clash !

ape ny eu ?

ta cian ker at feeling i ny ble dgar eu nk clash nan i .

walhal , i stie tunggu eu smpy exam tamat ! !

kcewa aty i ats prbuatan eu ! ! !

that is my soul !

axoe gile emo . cmpy nme smran pown letak cha emo .

nk kate axoe emo ? ta sgt . but tanak jadi nerd sgt an .

mbe axoe ade yg nerd . and ade gk yg emo .

mbe yg nerd skunx pown da ta nerd da .

coz axoe tlong ajar kn dieorang cre2 nk jdy seorang yg ta nerd .

hehexx . . ehh ! ape yg axoe mrepek ny !

ta leyh wt dose at blog sndry !

wt dose at blog mbe leyh ah kn . .

k choww luw !